I hate not knowing what I am doing or where I am going. Moving out is one of the most stressful things for me. Particularly when I do not know where I will be moving to; and for how long. I am potentially house sitting from the 26th of August until the 7th of October. Which means… a rent free house for six weeks. But where will I store my things? How will I be calm without my ocean tapestry and my salt lamp…. (that is not even a joke). It’s the perfect way to save money for Korea but unsettlement is the most disturbing feeling to me. I hate disorganisation; displacement; feeling lost. I need to know where I am going - both physically and emotionally; in terms of my general life path. At the moment I couldn’t give you the faintest idea of a direction; on both counts. I need to be calm and buy myself some delicious fruits and make a beautiful smoothie. I need the beach. I need some crisp mountain air. I need to travel… but I also need to settle. I want too much. I have so much.
I am beyond excited about this new instalment in my life and can’t wait to start planning for this next chapter. I realised there is a ferry to Japan, and i LOVE Japan. I could go snowboarding every weekend if I so desired ;) and go to Fuji Rock festival!! I know it will be scary and a big step but teaching overseas will open up a wealth of opportunities for me - both at home and in other countries. 🇰🇷🇩🇪🇪🇸 I know I won’t like being alone but my boy can come visit me and I will make so many new friends and be the ultimate saver ! So I can have the freedom to travel onwards, anywhere I like :) xxx
I just scheduled a phone interview for a teaching position in Korean public schools. It’s all happening now…..